scare?!

wat to do?
gonna open school alrd..
i dun want go school..:'(
i dun want..=(
haiz...
everyone hate holidays..
but I love..-.-
many of them say they miss their friend..
for me..
nothing to miss..
I'm juz saying the truth..
cuz at home..
I will not think about my result..
and everything..
juz think bt no need to face..
how free?!-.-
sorry..:(
dunno why..
suddenly feel scare..
I really scare..
scare wat?!
=X
I scare my result..
I scare somethg will happen on me..
(dunno wat thg..LOL!~)
I scare u...>.<
I scare to face something....
I scare..
everything..anything..:(
WTH..
dunno why I'm so useless..
Btw..
I really scare..:'(